If the wind wants to go, how can the clouds stay

He is the love of my life. I wanted to spend my life with him, but he was pierced by the arrows of my most respected person in front of me. I wanted to wander around the world with him all my life, but he left me alone in the world. When I am determined to take revenge, when I become no longer me, when I can take revenge with a sharp sword, the people need this king to take them to keep their home. At this time, it is meaningless to take revenge or not.